I am sat in my office at the moment, in the Villa, in Luxor, at 3 AM in the morning. It is one of those mornings where I have awoken spontaneously and feel wide-awake. It seems a perfect opportunity to add another chapter to the blog.
We have been in Luxor for one week, and I have certainly felt the benefit of being in the sunshine. It has re-energise my aura and I feel a lot stronger by far. We are still battling with the medication problem. Although we are trying our best to cut out morphine from the regime of drugs that I am taking, all of the drugs are opiate-based and so have a link in to this energy. One of the sets of tablets that I am taking is called Pregabelin, which is initially given to people who are suffering from epileptic fits. However, one of the other qualities of this drug is that it is very good at combating nerve pain, and so it has been prescribed for me in this capacity. I am still experiencing bouts of nerve pain that arise every 2 to 3 days. They are extremely painful when they are here, and the general consensus of thought was to take the tablets to try to offset the occurrences of this very disabling pattern. To some extent this has been successful. Unfortunately, as with all medicated drugs, there is a price to pay. The particular side effects of this drug are depression and disassociation of reality. As you will see when we start to talk about how to overcome cancer, having to tackle the energy of depression is not a good thing. In order to beat cancer one has to be upbeat and cultivate a space of positive attitude. This is very hard to do when the tablets you aren't taking causes feelings of depression to arise spontaneously and continuously.
Christine and I are now putting the final touches to a trip that we will be organising to take a small group of people (around 20) around the Temples of Egypt via a Five-Star Nile cruise at the time of the Wesak Full Moon. We are hoping that people will feel attracted to doing this trip with us, mainly because Christine and I have spent the last three years living here and we have a particular feel for the area and the people, and we are also aware of the esoteric facts behind most of the temples which we will be able to share with the group. Having been to the temples many times, Christine and I know where all of the best sites are and can lead our group directly to them. Most of these places within the temples are very rarely seen by tourists because the government guides are not trained to take people into the spaces or to explain the enigmas that they contain. We have put together a comprehensive trip that touches on all of the major temple sites in Egypt, and of course some time down in Cairo where we have booked some private time in the Great Pyramid itself. Again, because we have booked the Great Pyramid we will have access to all of the site and can therefore visit the Queen's chamber and the subterranean chamber where initiations took place. It is these areas that tourists are not allowed to see normally. There should also be enough time for each member of the group to lie in the sarcophagus in which initiations took place by all of the major spiritual teachers throughout known history. We believe that we are creating a truly magical journey and the details of this will be on our website within the next four weeks.
Christine and I are using all of our experience to try to overcome the bouts of pain that seem to come in every 2 to 3 days. We are in touch with a homoeopathic friend of Christine's in England and have enlisted the help also. As always, if you work the problem the answer will come and we are hoping that the answer will come of this particular problem soon. We start the seven-day Merkabah on Sunday with a small group here in Luxor. I have not decided whether I will take part in this or not, because at the moment it is pretty sure that I will not be able to fit in for the full-time due to these disabling occurrences which we are trying to find the answer to. I would not want to disrupt the group too much. There is still nearly a week ago and the all sorts of things can happen in such a short space of time. We shall see.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Hospice Again
Sorry if you have already received this blog through the e-mail group by mistake. I sent it from Heathrow whilst under the influence of the deadly morphine and put it on the wrong site.
And so it I myself once again in the hospice.
Having had to leave the cottage because of a prior booking taken before Christine and I decided to stay in England, we now find ourselves in a bed and breakfast, one bedroomed room at the farm of the lady that owns the cottage. Christine returned to Egypt the day after we moved in, but I found it increasingly difficult to look after myself in the small space. I had two attacks of the pain whilst I was there, and had to ring the emergency doctor in the middle of the night in order to cope with the intensity of the pain. For the first time they gave me something called Diamorphine Hydrochloride, which for all of you is better known as heroin. I have to say that this chemical decimated me much more than any other chemical I have ever taken in my life. It turned me from an intelligent, witty, expansive thinking person into a drooling fool.
The plus side of taking this exceedingly strong chemical was that it got rid of the pain within 15 minutes. But as I have said, the after affects are devastating, and they can last up to 24 hours after the initial dose. It became apparent, therefore, that I could not look after myself in the small space and so I contacted the hospice in the hope that I could come and stay with them for a period until I got used to the medication. So this is what happened.
I have now been in the hospice for over a week, and had to cancel my flight to Egypt which I had pre-booked and which caused me great sorrow at the time. Whilst I have been here I have been experiencing these run-ins with the pain every 2 to 3 days. I have made a decision though that I am not going to take the Diamorphine anymore. This is because I would rather be in pain than a dribbling idiot sat in a chair totally disconnected from this reality drooling onto my clothes and making a profound mess. I have decided to just take the normal oral morphine which can take up to 5 hours to bring the pain under control, but better this, then being out of touch for 24 hours.
I have rebooked my flight to Egypt and I go tomorrow from Heathrow. I am trusting that this trip will be uneventful and that I will be able to manage the transfers from Manchester to Heathrow successfully and that I will not have to deal with any bouts of pain. Christine and I have cast this intention into spirit and we are sure it's going to work.
Christine started a brand-new Seven-Day Angelic Reiki in Luxor today. I hope to join this workshop on Tuesday morning and run with it for the rest of the week, spending as much time as possible with the group. If I can manage to do this, it will be the first time I have taught in over 14 months. To say that I am looking forward to getting back into the energy would be an understatement. I have really made plans that this year is Kevin's big comeback.
Whilst I am in Luxor I will detail through my diary a number of workshops that I am hoping to run here in England throughout this year. I intend to keep busy and so the schedule will be full. Two of the workshop that I will be teaching will be the Angelic Reiki update with all of the information about how to beat cancer. There may be another workshop over three days dedicated to the method that we have come up with to successfully overcome cancer. On top of this I am using the energies of manifestation to create the most perfect future for myself. Since immersing myself in this energy I have now the best feel I have ever had about how to manifest and I am hoping to weave this into the previous workshop that we taught which was the Seven-Day Angelic Reiki manifestation workshop. It will be taught in a totally different way with not so much emphasis on Deepak Chopra's seven laws. I feel and I am excited that this workshop will be exceedingly powerful and will, for those people who attend, totally change their lives from that moment onwards. It is this workshop that spirit wishes me to teach more than any other. I am also communicating with spirit in a much deeper and profound way and I will pass this way onto you in any workshop that you attend. It is direct communication with the godhead itself. But don't get worried about it being too profound, it is exactly the opposite of this which if you think about it would always be so.
I am hoping to post this blog when I have a bit of time down at Heathrow tomorrow and so we should all be up to scratch in the next few days. Whilst I am in Luxor I intend to keep up to this blog, and to also look at video blogging. I am also going to start to put some videos up on YouTube. These will be the kind of questions that I am always asked in workshops. The obvious ones will be, “What is the difference between Angelic Reiki and the other Reiki systems?” I am hoping they will become a focus of interest and draw many more people into our sphere of operations for both Christian and myself and all other teachers out there. If any of you have any suggestions of any video clips lasting no longer than 10 minutes that you would like me to tackle, then please send your suggestions to me at yophielangel@btconnect.com.
Once again, I thank all of the people who have been sending me e-mails, but as you have seen from above I have not been in the space to answer them. At some point in the future I really will get down to the task of connecting to you all again. So please take this communication as a way of saying thank you to you all from the bottom of my heart.
All of my love.
Kevin.
And so it I myself once again in the hospice.
Having had to leave the cottage because of a prior booking taken before Christine and I decided to stay in England, we now find ourselves in a bed and breakfast, one bedroomed room at the farm of the lady that owns the cottage. Christine returned to Egypt the day after we moved in, but I found it increasingly difficult to look after myself in the small space. I had two attacks of the pain whilst I was there, and had to ring the emergency doctor in the middle of the night in order to cope with the intensity of the pain. For the first time they gave me something called Diamorphine Hydrochloride, which for all of you is better known as heroin. I have to say that this chemical decimated me much more than any other chemical I have ever taken in my life. It turned me from an intelligent, witty, expansive thinking person into a drooling fool.
The plus side of taking this exceedingly strong chemical was that it got rid of the pain within 15 minutes. But as I have said, the after affects are devastating, and they can last up to 24 hours after the initial dose. It became apparent, therefore, that I could not look after myself in the small space and so I contacted the hospice in the hope that I could come and stay with them for a period until I got used to the medication. So this is what happened.
I have now been in the hospice for over a week, and had to cancel my flight to Egypt which I had pre-booked and which caused me great sorrow at the time. Whilst I have been here I have been experiencing these run-ins with the pain every 2 to 3 days. I have made a decision though that I am not going to take the Diamorphine anymore. This is because I would rather be in pain than a dribbling idiot sat in a chair totally disconnected from this reality drooling onto my clothes and making a profound mess. I have decided to just take the normal oral morphine which can take up to 5 hours to bring the pain under control, but better this, then being out of touch for 24 hours.
I have rebooked my flight to Egypt and I go tomorrow from Heathrow. I am trusting that this trip will be uneventful and that I will be able to manage the transfers from Manchester to Heathrow successfully and that I will not have to deal with any bouts of pain. Christine and I have cast this intention into spirit and we are sure it's going to work.
Christine started a brand-new Seven-Day Angelic Reiki in Luxor today. I hope to join this workshop on Tuesday morning and run with it for the rest of the week, spending as much time as possible with the group. If I can manage to do this, it will be the first time I have taught in over 14 months. To say that I am looking forward to getting back into the energy would be an understatement. I have really made plans that this year is Kevin's big comeback.
Whilst I am in Luxor I will detail through my diary a number of workshops that I am hoping to run here in England throughout this year. I intend to keep busy and so the schedule will be full. Two of the workshop that I will be teaching will be the Angelic Reiki update with all of the information about how to beat cancer. There may be another workshop over three days dedicated to the method that we have come up with to successfully overcome cancer. On top of this I am using the energies of manifestation to create the most perfect future for myself. Since immersing myself in this energy I have now the best feel I have ever had about how to manifest and I am hoping to weave this into the previous workshop that we taught which was the Seven-Day Angelic Reiki manifestation workshop. It will be taught in a totally different way with not so much emphasis on Deepak Chopra's seven laws. I feel and I am excited that this workshop will be exceedingly powerful and will, for those people who attend, totally change their lives from that moment onwards. It is this workshop that spirit wishes me to teach more than any other. I am also communicating with spirit in a much deeper and profound way and I will pass this way onto you in any workshop that you attend. It is direct communication with the godhead itself. But don't get worried about it being too profound, it is exactly the opposite of this which if you think about it would always be so.
I am hoping to post this blog when I have a bit of time down at Heathrow tomorrow and so we should all be up to scratch in the next few days. Whilst I am in Luxor I intend to keep up to this blog, and to also look at video blogging. I am also going to start to put some videos up on YouTube. These will be the kind of questions that I am always asked in workshops. The obvious ones will be, “What is the difference between Angelic Reiki and the other Reiki systems?” I am hoping they will become a focus of interest and draw many more people into our sphere of operations for both Christian and myself and all other teachers out there. If any of you have any suggestions of any video clips lasting no longer than 10 minutes that you would like me to tackle, then please send your suggestions to me at yophielangel@btconnect.com.
Once again, I thank all of the people who have been sending me e-mails, but as you have seen from above I have not been in the space to answer them. At some point in the future I really will get down to the task of connecting to you all again. So please take this communication as a way of saying thank you to you all from the bottom of my heart.
All of my love.
Kevin.
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