Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Article

For those of you new to this blog, please follow this link to download an article I wrote recently on death and dying. http://www.angelicreikimagic.com/latest.html

Much Love.
Kevin.

Difficult times

The last 12 days have been extremely difficult, hence the large gap between postings.
About 12 days ago, we had a visit from our local healthcare professionals. These included our community District Nurse, the Macmillan Nurse that deals specifically with mouth cancer, and the Marie Curie Hospice nurse who liaises with the Marie Curie Hospice for the Bradford area. This visit, which was prearranged, was to determine my needs if any. In the conversation, it emerged that they felt the fact I had to get up at 4 AM every day to take my medication was not acceptable. It was proposed that I try some different kind of medication that was longer lasting and would allow me to get through a whole night without having to be woken. It was, then, that this new medication was proposed.

After collecting this medication from the pharmacy, I started to take it over two days. It became increasingly apparent, however, that this medication was not having the same effect on the pain as the previous medication I was taking. I endured the pain for two days thinking that there was an integration time when this medication would kick in. Unfortunately, this did not happen. I then decided to go back onto my original pain medication, but unfortunately, breaking the cycle caused problems. I found myself suffering from a number of side effects of both sets of medications. These side effects included nausea, constipation, restlessness, dehydration, extreme exhaustion etc. As well as these side effects my general overall outlook was that of being very very ill.

Whilst I was going through this, we also had an appointment with the chemotherapy registrar, where they try to convince Christine and myself to consider again the chemotherapy option. And again, we explained how we did not have confidence in the therapy. One of the things that emerged, which caused some consternation, was the fact that it seemed natural for the doctors to continue to prescribe medication to alleviate side-effects from previous medication. In my time as a healer, I have come across this many times, where a patient was on a whole regime of tablets, one being taken to alleviate the side-effects of the previous. In some cases, these patients were on as much as up to 9 tablets three times a day.

The same situation arose in the meeting with the healthcare professionals. When the medication failed to kick in I called the Marie Curie nurse to let him know that I was having problems. The main problem was nausea from the new medication. Again, the response was to prescribe another medication to alleviate the nausea. In all of our dealings with the different nurses and doctors our overall impression has been one of amazement at how easily medication is given out, one on top of the other, to try to bring balance to the whole process. Of course, Christine and myself, who believe in a holistic approach, even taking one of these medications, which in most cases is a synthetic chemical, is a big deal. The ease in which these people were willing to prescribe more and more medication in their attempts to bring balance to an already uncontrollable situation did cause some consternation.

One of the other medications which I am taking, which I really resist, is a liquid form of morphine. This is the strongest medication I have to deal with. Although it is natural, it does cause me many problems. One of the main ones is dehydration, which causes major constipation. The other, is that it can leave you very spacey, and I find myself sleeping most of the day. This also causes problems between Christian and myself, as it is destroying any kind of relationship that we are having. It is a bit of a Catch-22 situation, for without the morphine the pain becomes unbearable, so I have to bite the bullet and try to keep a balance between sleeping and trying to stay awake in order to lead some kind of natural life.

Yesterday, we had to go see a registrar at the Marie Curie Hospice, who deals specifically with pain management. If we cannot get this cancer under control, and it continues to spiral into an inevitable conclusion, I will find myself on increasingly more powerful medication which will disable me in consciousness, preventing me from doing the work that I wish to do, including writing this blog. I have had to make a resolution, that no matter how deeply the medication affects me, that I should continue to put some input into this blog in order to fulfil the purpose that I created it for, that being to share this experience with you all. It feels important for me, that I continue to do this. It also helps me to talk things through for myself, and allows me to get a grip of what is going on for me.

I have now come back into some kind of balance and so I am looking forward to sharing my insights. Over the next few days, I am hoping to dictate into the blog all of the thoughts and experiences that I have missed over the last 12 days and continue to relate the quite profound insights I gained on my recent trip to Egypt.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Dying is Okay.

Dying is Okay.
How many times, when we have heard that somebody has died, have we said, "Well, it must have been their time." Or, "When it's your time to go, it's your time to go, and there is nothing you can do about it." Who decides when it is time for an incarnation to end? In the West, this subject is surrounded by myth and conjecture. However, the process does exist, and is known.

As the West slowly catches up with the teachings of Eastern mysticism, more and more of the mechanics of how the universe works is gradually being introduced into the western psyche. For instance, it is widely accepted in the Eastern philosophies that man incarnates over and over again into earthly existence until such time as he has mastered the third dimensional plane. This concept is a cornerstone of the Ancient Wisdom, which is now being widely taught throughout the West under the guise of Reiki and other healing modalities.

Even in the West the concept of the soul is debated, but what it actually is and its origins and framework is very rarely discussed either in conventional religion or even esoteric metaphor.
So what exactly is the soul?
Everything that we know and perceive is an expression of the One Life in manifestation. If we try to keep it simple, it can be said of the Divine that it has two aspects; one which is in permanent stillness, and one which is in perpetual motion. It is the interplay between these two aspects of the Divine which causes evolution as we understand it. It is the prime duality. That which is in perpetual stillness contemplates itself as the Divine. This contemplation causes a reflection of the Divine to be created within the matter of the universe. This reflection as it is projected into the matter of the universe, causes that matter to structure itself according to the patterns in consciousness which is the perception of the Divine, of itself. The Divine is then stimulated by its projected self so that it forms new concepts as to what it is. It is these new concepts which issue forth from the central stillness, gathering matter of the different planes of existence to themselves to form composite bodies, which journey through the projected universe to experience that projection, and then return to the central stillness to integrate with the Divine in order for the Divine to evolve internally. These concepts, which are projected from the Divine central stillness are known as Divine Sparks and have the ability to evolve separately from their creator. Humanity is such a wave of Divine Sparks.

The patterns in consciousness which are created by the divine contemplating itself are known as archetypes. All of creation, as it turns around the central stillness, consists of a small number of Divine patterns or archetypes. The archetype which is synonymous with consciousness and its manifestation in matter is the musical Octave. Each octave has 12 different vibrational levels, the highest being indistinguishable from the most refined, and the lowest vibrating at the densest, heaviest level. We, as a race, manifested on the Earth at this time are a fifth dimensional consciousness, centred in the fourth dimension, and inhabiting a third dimensional body. It can be said of our Soul Self that it is permanently on the sixth Dimension and exists simultaneously, as do all the bodies of manifestation throughout the 12 levels going back to the central stillness. It can also be said of the Soul Self that it is eternal viewed from our limited perception here on earth. It was created and came into total balance during a previous manifestation of this galaxy and solar system. For us, it is the perfection that we constantly strive for and seek guidance from.

Having talked about the soul, and its origins, it poses the question, "Where do we come from? What causes our manifestation here in 3-D?".
As we have stated above, reality turns on a small number of archetypes, and we have shown the prime archetype which causes manifestation. Thus an entity, our Soul, contemplates itself, and through that contemplation creates a mirror image of itself in the lower dimensions to where it exists. The same archetype comes into play at soul level and it is our Soul, contemplating its nature and asking the question, "Who am I?", which causes our manifestation to occur.
This process can be compared to the dreams that we experience in this lifetime. It is widely recognised that if we are working through some problem of self-identity, it will cause a dream to occur around that questioning. When we have a dream, we project a persona that would look like us or not, but will go through an experience that we create in order to resolve a point of contention as to what is right for us. In the Ancient Wisdom sleeping is known as the Little Death, this is because when we go to sleep and temporarily leave our physical body to experience a higher plane, the process is identical to when we take our last breath in this incarnation. The difference being that in real death it is permanent.
So when would an incarnation come to an end? This would happen when the Soul, through it's created manifestation at the third dimensional level, resolves the issue which caused that manifestation to be created in the first place.
As the soul resolves the issue, it starts to call back the projection that it has created in the lower three dimensions to where it exists. In the manifesting bodies which exist on each of these dimensional levels, this recall is felt as a tremor which ripples through the energy body of each manifestation causing energetic shifts which will ultimately lead to the disintegration of that particular body.

As the ascension process integrates more and more into humanity, it will cause latent empathic tendencies to surface in everybody. As this ability emerges, people will start to perceive the impulses being directed into their incarnation by their own soul. They will start to perceive why they were created and the goal of that particular incarnation. They will also perceive when that goal has been reached and when the incarnation is drawing to a close
They will recognise that they have completed their mission successfully. They will gather their friends around them and celebrate a job well done. As the time to leave the incarnation approaches, there will be much celebrating as their beloved brother or sister returns back to the Masters on the sixth dimensional plane. There is no grief, only joy of the merging back into Spirit of their friend.

The work of getting death to be recognised as an acceptable part of life is still in its infancy in the West. Even amongst lightworkers, there is still an attachment to the physical body. To contemplate a life without the connection to the physicality of a loved one still causes great pain.
Where cancer is concerned, to accept that the cancer will end the incarnation is viewed as a defeat in the West. One has to constantly battle to keep ahead of the illness as it tries to spread throughout the physical body; anything less than this battle is viewed as a failure. However, one has to die of something, and when the appointed time comes to each of us, when our Soul calls us back, how much more peaceful would we be and content with our lot if we recognised it was all part of the plan?
For those of us who recognise the call, but who are in relationship with a person who does not embrace the spiritual perspective, this can be a particularly difficult time. On the one hand, we are ready and willing to return back up the planes, to merge with our Soul and to become one with our friends in spirit, and on the other, being aware of the great pain that our partner is in due to our imminent demise.

My feeling is that this situation will not change in the foreseeable future. All we can hope for is that the knowledge and wisdom about death and dying is vigorously put forward into the world to alleviate the fear and suffering which is generated around death.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Group Healing with Soul

Hi all.
As promised, please find below links to a hexagram graphic that is available for download off a free file hosting website. All you have to do is click 'download' and specify where you wish the file to be placed. I was guided to place the names of all of the people who are on the healing list within the centre of this graphic. Being aware of the correspondances of the planets, the energies surrounding each person on the list, will prove to be beneficial.
I suggest that we all tune-in to these names as close to the Full Moon as possible, which is 06:19am GMT Thursday 13th November.
Each of these people has cancer.

Names.
Luke Gilpin, Fort Worth, Texas, USA.
Sam Wilkes, England.
Kevin Core, currently in England.

Hexagram graphic.
http://www.mediafire.com/file/tyrnsmnk0wm

Hexagram correspondances.
http://www.mediafire.com/file/3kjwimgnzzy

Also as promised, I have placed on the same website, the meditation I was given at the Great Pyramid 10 days ago for anybody who wishes to participate when Christine and I do it with the Saltaire Meditation Group on Friday 14th November, in England. It is in mp3 format and lasts 20 mins. Please forgive the croaky voice!

Soul Self meditation in mp3 format.
http://www.mediafire.com/file/tzqzxoyygmm

Hope you enjoy the meditation. I will continue to update the blog throughout this week.
Much love.
Kevin.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Back at Last

Hi All.
We are finally back in the cottage in Gilstead, England after much drama on the trip. Because of the bad weather at Heathrow, England, my flight from Amsterdam was cancelled. I was re-routed directly to Manchester but unfortunately my bag wasn't. All of my pain medication was in the bag and so I have been without it for 24 hours. It was a bit of a challenge yesterday as I was exposed to the full force of the effects of the cancer in my throat. Luckily, the bag was delivered last night at 9.30pm, and so I have been topping-up with painkillers all night and now am back in a stable place.

I am looking forward to getting down and sharing the insights gained over the last 10 days in Egypt. As I have said, I am going to organise a group healing for anybody suffering from cancer, to be performed on the new and full moons. If you know of anybody that you feel may benefit from this group healing and has cancer please e-mail me their name and location to
yophielangel@btconnect.com
I will put out a list containing these names a couple of days before the moon times.

I am also guided to put out a meditation to share which will connect you to your soul energy. Christine and I will be doing this meditation at 8.0pm in Friday, 14th November. I will record this meditation and place it on a file-sharing site where you can pick it up a.s.a.p..

Lastly, I hope you have all been picking up the amazing shift in consciousness which happened yesterday with the election of Barak Obalma as the next 44th President of the United States. The US was created with the sole intention of forming the next root race which will take us into the next 2,000 years. It will be the anchor for the much talked about and hoped for Golden or New Age. This was forseen 200 years ago and the formation of the US was sponsored and supported by the Rosicrucean Society, a powerful esoteric secret society centred in Europe. The whole ethos and phylosophy of the US constitution is based and draws on the Ancient Wisdom that came out of the temples of Egypt.
With the election of Barak Obalma yesterday, the American people and the people of the world have chosen the path of change which will inextricably set us on the path of creating the Golden Age. There is no more waiting and hoping. The time is now. I urge all of you to hold a place in your meditations, healings and prayers for Barak Obalma as he is a high being here to do a difficult task and needs our energatic support.
Much love to all of you.
Kevin.

Monday, November 3, 2008

From Cairo

Hi All.
Writing this short blog sat in Cairo airport at 3.30am waiting for my London Flight. Have had an interesting week in Luxor with many insights. I feel that the incarnation which is interfaced with this one also had a throat problem in the same place, and since doing healing for both of us have felt stronger.

Will post these insights as soon as I get back to England along with the details of the healing group and group meditation I have been guided to put together.
I am also looking forward to seeing Christine again as I miss her a lot when we are apart. She is sat in the airport in Mexico City as I write this. We will arrive at Manchester within 10 mins of each other at 4.0pm today.
Till later, much love.
Kevin.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Mexico City

Hi All.
As you know, Christine has been teaching a 7 Day Angelic Reiki workshop in Mexico City while I have been here in Luxor, Egypt, connecting to my past incarnations that may have been causing the cancer in my throat. This is the workshop that we teach where we give the complete Angelic Reiki system over seven days.
As always, we should be totally aware of everything that is going on around us because in truth this reality is reflecting back to us our perception of who we are. It is no surprise, then, that what Christine created and experienced in Mexico City is also part of our attempt to understand why we have co-created the cancer in my throat. It therefore feels appropriate that I should share with you what Christine has just sent me this morning of her experience of this workshop.

"Whilst it is fresh in my mind I would like to share with you all something of the Seven-Day Angelic Reiki Workshop that has just finished here just outside Mexico City.
The workshop took place in a room next to a wooden cabin in a steep wooded valley about an hour outside Mexico City. The workshop was going fine, very much as usual, but outside the workshop space I was feeling very unwelcome and somewhat threatened. At 4:30 a.m. on the morning of the fifth day I awoke with the feeling of being alienated and threatened becoming quite intense. Others in the group especially Isauro, a Mexican Shaman, had experienced the same. Kevin and I had our usual phone conversation early the next morning. He had been picking up something all week, but the e-mail that he had sent me about it never arrived.

He had been picking up that this energy was to do with the Aztec Elders, whose energy and presence in the etheric was particularly strong in this valley. From my experiences with the Mari in New Zealand, I should have understood and known better. I had not introduced myself energetically to the elders of the land. So after our telephone conversation I sang a Maori song to the Aztec Elders, it was the best I knew at the time. I opened myself up energetically to present who I was and said that I honoured their wisdom and wished to work with them. I also activated my Merkabah in my medication that morning to the speeds of the Aztec wisdom of the archetypes at each dimensional level. The energy became harmonious.
At the start of the workshop that morning I shared my experience with the group. Realisations and tears touched a number of people in the group as we came to understand that the recognition of the Angelic archetypes through the Angelic Reiki attunements reconnected the group with the archetypal wisdom of the Aztec Elders and a realisation of what this really meant dawned.
Because Angelic Reiki, is totally working with archetypes, it has made it possible for the Mexican people in the workshop (and all those who become attuned to Angelic Reiki in Mexico) to reconnect and reawaken to the ancient wisdom of this land. We also saw that the poverty and violence that is here in Mexico is primarily due to their disconnection from their abundant wisdom.The only place where I have experienced the energy of the land, its ancient wisdom and teaching of the elders to be so potent and present is in New Zealand.
Isauro shared something of what he was being shown. As he was doing this, the powerful Shaman that he is on the etheric, the grandfather of this land that he is, shone through him. I was guided immediately to bow to him and honour him as the Grandfather. At this point he shared that he had been shown this 15 days ago, and then in deep recognition he was overcome with emotion and tears ran down his face. He asked if he could bring into the workshop space his alter and do a full ceremony honouring the ancestors. This he did the next morning.

Kevin and I were formally embraced by the Aztec Elders and in the ceremony we were thanked and honoured for the wisdom that we brought to Mexico. Kevin was given the name "Cuautli", the Eagle and myself, "Yolotzin" little heart. This is the little heart of the Eagle as the messenger of love and wisdom from spirit. I will put a short video on u-tube.
This brought more emotion and tears from the group as they too started to embrace the amazing cultural heritage and connect to the Elders. From my travels in the late 90's early 20's I hold in my energy body blessings from the Mauri, Aborigines, Tibetan monks and Hopi Indians, cultures that all understand the Ancient Wisdom and are connected to Galactic consciousness. In the part of the master attunement where one breathes in light through the pranic light tube into our hearts and extended it to the rest of the galaxy, connecting to all beings of the galaxy, I was guided to extend this part of the meditation to connect in a deeper way to the galactic elders and connect together all tribes of galactic wisdom on the earth. As the group were sharing their experiences of the attunement I became aware that a new connection with the galaxy had been created, and a greater participation, by the beings of this planet in the galaxy has been opened up; the opportunity for us to participate fully as galactic begins.
At the end of the group share I shared this information. As I was doing this Isaro perceived that the Aztec Elders of this valley were imprinting a confirmation of this on the rocks outside.This morning (the last day) as part of opening up the workshop space Isaro summoned the Aztec Elders. The honour, respect and gratitude that was expressed to Kevin and myself was amazing. I was so touched by the recognition of the wisdom that Kevin holds that my tears flowed, as did for many of the group. I was given gifts from the hearts of the people of Mexico to bring back to Kevin. I had the honour of being gifted with my first feather. The feather of a parrot symbolising one who speaks wisdom and says funny things.
It is an amazing honour to be received in this way by the elders of the land. Isaro had been part of the ceremony in 2005, held very close to where the workshop is taking place. This had been a ceremony of 80 drums to bring balance to the negative energies of the earth. The sound of Iskur's drum had felt flat and awful so he had not played it since receiving it in 2005, but had been guided to bring it to the workshop that morning. That morning, as part of opening up the space, I called in the four directions and honoured the Devic Lords and Archangels of each of these cardinal directions, as Kevin and I often do. The devic energy was very potent and the honouring of the land in this way made it possible for Isaro's drum to be played and to make a beautiful sound resonated with the heart and the earth.

I have only been teaching ORDINARY! Angelic Reiki Workshop........, opening the space, reading the attunement from the manual and bringing in the energy through the healing practices.What we do, working with this Angelic Reiki energy is extraordinary and it is only when experiences like this last seven days occurs that we realise how extraordinary this gift of Angelic Reiki really is. I will just go get another tissue. I am deeply grateful to the people of Mexico for their amazing Love and Welcome and of cause to the Elders.
Love Christine.
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